Moonlight

I love staring into the dark night, lit by the moonlight and the occasion stars that fill the sky. Hate it when the moon disappears, have you even seen a moonless night? It’s dark, lifeless and lonely.

I feel sometimes life’s like that. We all have our moonless days, but the good thing is..the moon always return, as do we all.

You must be wondering what am i gibbering about? Haha..just a random thought i had. Anyway, i was reading in office today..and i feel what this book said is true.

“You have to find what’s good & true & beautiful in your life as it is now. Because looking back can make you competitive.”

Do we sometimes, because of our past, become competitive?
We compete, not to lose again.
Hence becoming someone we’re not so as to not lose again. And in the midst of it, lost the meaning of why and what we’ve become?
I guess.. sometimes life itself is not always about a race, but a journey to savour and enjoy.

I feel..it takes courage to live out of our old shadow. But when we’re able to do so, we know we’re going somewhere.

I wanna learn to enjoy life as it is now : ).
Day by day.

Tissue Stealer!

I’m so upset with the tissue stealer lurking in my room!
How she will quietly sneak up on my bag and take away my tissue without asking or telling me!!!

Take for example today…
I went to church, so bought chee chong fun to eat before service. After eating, i wanted to clean my mouth as you know how oily it can get. I opened my bag to take out my tissue. And lo and behold, my tissue is gone…again!!!!

I need my tissue! It’s very impt to have my tissue with me!

I was so upset!! Instead of looking for tissue, i took my hp and called the tissue stealer!!! And you know what she said…”Ha Ha Ha..ya i took it”.
I need my tissue!! You tissue stealer you!!! I think i spoke so loud, the person sitting at the table beside me grinned, because i was asking for my tissue!!!

Never despise the little things in life.

I need it to clean my mouth after my meals.
I need it to wipe the table before i give BS.
I need it to coaster my drink when the ice starts to melt.
I need it to dab the perspiration off my face under the scorching sun.
I need it to give to others when they need it.
I need my tissueeee!!!!

This tissue stealer is none other than Charmaine Veronica Lily Wan Xuemin!!! Who else?!! 

WARNING: Beware of the  tissue stealer!!

Ask

These past 3 days of morn pm had been very good so far..and i better pen down my thoughts before i forget about it.

Today, Pastor said something which really caught my heart. He said..
The kingdom of God cannot be extended if we don’t become greater. We cannot become greater if we don’t pray.

It is time to rise up in the spirit of prayer once again.

Yesterday, Pastor shared on Hab 2:2-3.
TIME is nature’s way of preventing everything happening all at one time. That is why sometimes we need to wait for the appointed time. Our needs are not in the center of the universe. God is the center.
Hence when we pray, we’re learning to submit to the center of God, develop persistence, and be yielded to Him.

Secondly, we need to learn to serve through our prayers.
When we pray for others in need, our members, chc, etc..we are serving others. Prayer can make you a selfish person after a while if you don’t learn how to pray for others.

Super ceded

I think, i’ve superceded myself to another level higher.

Last Saturday, went to watch a midnight movie with some friends. Was quite excited since my last movie was like 354627 years ago. But guess what?? Before the show started, i fell asleep ALL the way till it ended and my dear friend kindly woke me up! Hahhaha..quite yen chong.

Before the movie, was at Best coffeeshop with my members..and i happily said bye and walked away with “sei” you know. Then suddenly, my members shouted…”Sharon! Your bag!!” Hahhaha i actually forgotten totally about it! Just malu can.

Before leaving, i was just telling them my sister bought Ginko nuts for me (which is good for improving memory since i have terrible STM)..and telling them how i will forget to eat it everyday.

So why am i blogging about the above which happened last Saturday?? Because i only remembered about it now!! Hahah i’m hopeless.

This week, our CG had a poll (a rigged poll actually) and went for steamboat! Ahh my fav, but sadly i couldn’t be there as had to help out at Expo last min. I miss my members, feels like i have lesser time with them now. Hopefully, next week..we’ll be back to full strength and we’ll go to a nice place to eat good food and take lotsa photos!

Managed to spend some time with Siew this week though, it’s been a while since we last hang out. She never fails to bring a smile to my face : ).

And..i really hope to catch a movie soon. For those who do not know, i love the feeling of being in a cinema..so comfortable. Maybe that’s why i always fall asleep inside hahahh. But it’s been ages since i last caught a show..and i hope i can catch one soon!!!

Sunrise sunrise

Have you ever feel like time is passing so fast yet slow at the same time? Amazingly, i’m into my 3rd week of training in my new job. But yet..it still feels like just yesterday.

Slowly but surely, i’m adjusting to my new life style. Days of sleeping earlier and waking up when the sky is dark, associating with “real” people who sometimes are not so nice, maneuvering in the corporate world, i’m learning new things every day..

Sometimes, i really do miss my old lifestyle. But..change is the only constant, and change i must. I’m really thankful to my dear members for being understanding and standing in the gap..they are just awesome : ).

My only comfort as i start off my 1 hour drive to Siglap everyday, is the beautiful sunrise that accompanies me as i pray & meditate on His word as i drive through the crazy morning jam.

This is the new month that my dear God has made, i will rejoice and be glad in it!
Can’t wait for next week’s morning PM to come!
I need to pray up a storm!