Prayers become answers

Today is one of the rare days where I get to be home early.
Suddenly miss playing the guitar, so took it out and started to worship God.

My heart got more and more drawn to God as I worshipped Him with this song. Tears began to roll, and words became real as I played.

你愛使我甦醒重新來過
深切渴望能活在你手中
生命跟隨你跳動
夢想因你而啟動
所有一切交給你
毫無保留 

讓我為你而活
讓我為你而站立
永不放棄像你愛我
讓我為你前進
我氣息是你贖回
如今單單屬於你
活出你旨意的生命
改變世界為你轉動

Pst Phil said, an answered prayer is the manifestation of a hidden life of obedience. It is not the nature of the prayer that impresses God; it’s the life of the person praying.

We commune, deep calling unto deep.
What we do uprights our soul,
Standing, prayers become answers.

Point Zero

What a fruitful day it had been!
Exercised for almost 6 hours!!!! By walking and walking and walking..from Far East -> Ion ->Wisma ->Taka->313->Cine->Plaza Sing!!!

Happy to be able to spend quality sistaarly time with Char, and having slept for 10 hours, had her batteries fully recharged and was back to her hyper non-stop talking/singing/blabbering/laughing self.

Happy to eat my favoritest steamboat today! And also to find the super-K cereal!! Muah.ha.ha!
I have a new mission again! *evil grinz*
Hahha..Jojo, wait for my good news!!!

Happy to have finally found presents for my bankers who are moving up to become RMs. I wish them the best!

Not so happy, to burn a hole in my pocket…so will need to eat grass and cereal for the rest of the month..

The point zero is that we do not need to use it in the operations of daily life. No one goes out to buy zero fish.
Niceee…this is the beauty of life, that because we don’t start with point zero, but with the best the day can give to us every single day!

Bananas….

This will be one for memory lane.

I bought a bunch of bananas before dinner with my members yesterday..after happily eating and chit chatting, I too happily walked off, totally forgetting about my bananas!! My $1.70 bananas!!! hahhaa this will give them and Char another reason to “suan” me for my apparent STM -_-.

So much for banana dieting…forgot to take my bananas, ate after 8pm and slept at 2am yesterday!! Time to change strategy…super-K maybe?? Hahhaha

Will the smell of french baguette and sounds of music be drawing nearer & nearer to my senses?? I wonder..

This. Is. Funny. Haha
We all have our moments, even for grown-ups.

Hello another day

Do you know that when you look at the sun, you are looking at the past?
It takes 8 mins for the light from the sun to reach our earth. Hence, every time you look at the sun..you are actually looking at 8 mins of history. Wow..

And when people say “go with the flow”, do you know what goes with the flow? Dead fish.
Hahhahaha niceee! Maybe that’s why, there will always be a part of me that will question “but why??” hahahah

I’ve never like goodbyes..it’s never as nice and happy vs saying hello. I remembered there was a period of my life that i actually said “hello another day” instead of goodbye..but well it was just a phase hahaha

Today was the day I finally announce THE news to my members. Somehow or rather though I didn’t plan for it, it ended up on the same week we had our Arise & Build weekend. Perhaps to mark a change and decision that is significant to me.

It was one of the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, breaking the news to them. I played it through my mind so many times, scripting  and re-scripting what I’ll say..but in the end, I still struggled for words. It was also an emotional one. I’ll definitely miss them, alot alot. But i believe, change will cause us to grow stronger.

Some were supportive and even excited for this change I made, while some were not so. But I’m glad I have great friends in my life that saw me through the past few months of transition. I’m deeply touched by their concern, and especially surprised by YZ’s sms just before the CGM.

I did not expect to feel so much. But as the days drew closer and nearer, I guess reality slowly set in. There were many thoughts and concerns that went through my mind. I guess as one age, one becomes more and more resilient to change. But, I do not want to live with a regret.
Hence, I’m taking a leap once again..after a long, long time. And I’m excited for the future! Like what Charmaine shared with me, we need to learn to live with the choices we make in life, even if they were wrong ones..so that we will learn and grow from them.

I was very clear of the vision that I gave into in this year’s A&B. Waiting in expectation for the things to come in a few months time!!

Ended of the day with a great time with my family, celebrated my ma’s bday. I’m happy : )..because I got to spend time with my beloved members, and also with my family. I think, everything’s gonna be alright : ).