Archive for April, 2010

1st in…

Posted in Uncategorized on April 27, 2010 by wanzai

I shall write this down for my viewing pleasure in the future. Hahah

So was reading the papers today, and it’s funny how the papers wrote Las Vegas Sands opened it’s 1st casino (Marina Bay Sands) in Asia outside of Macau. I was thinking, so if they open another in M’sia, will it make it the 1st casino in Asia outside of Macau & Singapore? And if they open yet another..will it be the 1st casino in Asia outside of Macau, Singapore &…
Oh well, you get my point! Hahaha

But i guess it’s so edifying for the papers to place everybody as a 1st in some way or another!

One day you will

Posted in Uncategorized on April 24, 2010 by wanzai

Amazing! I’m still awake at this time of the day!! It’s 2 more hours before my usual waking up time for work!!!

What an interesting service it was today. After the usual offering, Pst Tan came on stage to say that Pst Kong & Dr Kim were held up in traffic by a fallen tree..so service went into intermission of 15 mins! Haha..it’s weird how people start walking to the toilet, playing with iphones and chit chatting.

But soon they arrived. And i forgot how cute Dr Kim is!!!! Haahhah…she is so lovable : ). Lift up your hands..come’on..say “Hallelujah!” “Hallelujah!”. The message was so simple, yet it struck me hard, and I still thinking about it now.

There are 4 things God dislike..and i will work towards not displeasing Him.

One thing good about having a sister who can memorize any song you can think of..is that she will keep telling me the storyline of the songs. There’s one which i thought was worth taking note of.

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there’s a silver lining
Just keep holding on
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won’t be much longer
You’ll find love, you’ll find peace
And the you you’re meant to be
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
But one day you will

Nen’s such a dear! Received a parcel from her yesterday.
And she has no idea how it made my day : ). So divine.
I’m deeply touched by her thoughtfulness.
If you’re reading this..thanksssss sooooo muchhhh!! : )

Stride away!

Posted in Uncategorized on April 18, 2010 by wanzai

Just woke up from a nap after a super busy morning.
It’s Qingming today, so the entire Wan clan stayed over at my place and we woke up at 5+ to get ready for our yearly tradition.
From Lim Chu Kang to Mandai to Whampoa to Mt Vernon, you can just imagine the mission ahead.

But I’ve always enjoyed Qingming since young, it’s a time where the whole family gets together, talk laugh eat..have fun : ). And the excitement of climbing over 1 tombstone after another in the dark using the torchlight makes it seem almost like an adventure! Hahah!

Yesterday service was good, sometimes after preaching it for so many times..I forget to apply it in my own life. It is true, only when you can let go..then life moves on and let God do it in His own way and time.

When Pst talked about Manessah, Char turned to me and said I need lesser of that -_-.
That reminded me of what she said the other day. She’s been sick and down with fever of 38+ degrees. So I was telling her when I was much younger I once had fever at about 41 degrees. Her 1st response: Ohh..maybe that’s why you have STM, burned all your brain cells away. Thanks ah sisstaaar!

On a lighter note, I’m really happy to see my members being happier at where they are now. Comforting to know that I made a right decision, and pray that they will only grow even better from here onwards. I know they will : ).

I’m almost amused how the year is unfolding, it’s entirely something I’ve not imagine it to be. But it’s all good. A dear friend reminded me recently, we all learn from experiences in life. Good, bad..it’s not a mistake, so just take it with stride. And stride away i will!!

Why can’t there be 3 days in a weekend??????!

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Posted in Uncategorized on April 16, 2010 by wanzai

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Never too full

Posted in Uncategorized on April 9, 2010 by wanzai

Heard ma shouting: “Ahhhhh Girrrrl!!” so loudly till I jump out of bed this morning. I quickly opened my room door to check what’s wrong, thinking if something happen to Gonggong..only to realize that the sky’s still dark and everyone was sound asleep.
Then…it hit me that I was dreaming! Phew..
Ever felt like your dream was so real?? Mine did..so real that I actually went to check what happened. Feels weird, in a certain way actually.

My midnight insomnia is back..hate it when I can’t get a full rest and feeling restless. I hope it’ll go away soon..

It had been a busy week for me..days were packed with appts, nights were packed with seminars. In fact I was just thinking, if I was still in Pru..I would have achieve 1/3 of QC in a week! But then again, it’s Citibank, not Pru anymore hahah wasted mans.

Went for my 1st cgm..I have to say, it was..different. But still, a good different. I’ll probably take some time getting use to it. And they have such long praise & worship! The word shared was on faith, nothing new. But yet it spoke to my heart. Rhema word.

I got reminded of Gen 1:1..in the beginning. God encouraged me, that everything that happened/happens/happening..is within His control. That no matter how bad a situation is, He is not a God of demolition or destruction..but of restoration. So, I need to look back to the beginning, and find trust in Him once again. 

Suddenly, it dawn upon me that there’s a total of 17 “I” that I used in this short passage!!!! Oh gosh..how true that man are self-centered creatures. It is true..and I admit I’m not perfect, and have my fair share of moments. I pray my heart will always be broken towards God, and never too full that He can’t stay.

You

Posted in Uncategorized on April 3, 2010 by wanzai

Wrote a song today, got Siew to help me to sing.
Feel it’s still pretty raw, when i have time will go and fine tune it again.
I haven even got a title for it yet..so tentatively it will just be known as You.

You
Your word is faithful
Your love is everlasting
Your grace it never ends
You’ll be here till the end
Your peace calms the storm
Your joy overflows
Your faith it lifts me up
You’ll be here till the end

Now I wait, and I’ll stay
No more running away

Bring me back into Your embrace
Never ever let me go
Telling me “Everything’s ok and I’ll hold you close”
As I walk this narrow way
With You I’ll see through the day
You are my strength, my love
Jesus